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their voices silence you

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Wait, all this time that I have spent away
Makes me think that I might be okay,
The kiss of death will have to wait
My head, is holding on to all those things you said
You taught me to be strong and get through it, the mist of darkness
In my head

Oh, dig my shallow grave
It's not me you'll save
'Cause I'm a lost cause
I'm a lost cause
A lost, lost cause

Wait, no one said what's lost cannot be found
You are here to make it safe and sound,
Oh we, can make it, out alive
Fate, hath its way when all that's learned is sin

Nothing really matters in the end,
As long, as you, are with me, friend.



Anxiety vent before I leave somewhere today.
I'm presenting my senior project to the judges tomorrow
My biggest fear is of fucking something up in my speech. 
I know I'll do it, too.

That being said, I haven't really been in the best state of mind.
I hear these voices when I talk to people lately telling me how much of an idiot I am, how I'm a 'stupid fuckup' who 'shouldn't even try'.
Hence why I'm avoiding most communications right now.
My apologies.

also, just a note because i was freaking out over this the other night; i don't take well to compliments for some reason??? 
like, i'll try to turn them around and say 'eehh not really' and then my mind just kinda stops trying to come up with a response
i have to say that i'm really embarrassed in myself because i do that and i wish i could stop and just say 'thank you'
but for some reason it's not as easy as it should be.
i'm sorry if i do that to you because i feel horrible about it ;;
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